I hate my life, i want be zeal.

I am back..

2009-12-02T02:39:00.004+08:00

one month never blog le. alot thing happen in 1month haixz it ok.. NOW Jinsheng change le. i finally realise that i need to let go le.. Heartbroken because of you.

sian

2009-10-11T00:45:00.004+08:00

Sian.. i last time join a team called (*&*).. A game at arcade Wangan Midnight Max tune 3DX.. now my leader got some thing on not at s,pore then he hand over the position to me.. WTF lah .. I just only a nomal player,he told me i can do it.. -.-!!! i asked him how long will he be back he say 6month or 1year.. WTF.. He only just left 1day then got a lot or problem le how should i do ??? Now then i know not easy to be a leader.. HAIXZ..

boring ar

2009-09-24T03:14:00.002+08:00

last two days i kenna chase out by my father.. what the fuck sia.. he chao with me just because about money.. i thought after the fight every thing will went normal.. but the next day after my work he throw my cloths out i now also dont where to sleep then follow ah yip go boon lay place.. no life lor go boon lay only got one reason.. stupid lah.. i need place to stay..
haixz.. who can help me.?

2009-09-21T03:00:00.000+08:00

i need a place to rent it ...

Thanks

2009-09-13T02:53:00.001+08:00

thank to everyone, ah yip,calvin,zi Ning,dominic,wei de,wei kang,tiffany,yu ting,Claudia.. Alot alot cannot rmb it all .. Thank for still rmb my birthday .. Last one thank is my wife (kat)happy birthday too .. :) we have grow older again :)

Birthday

2009-09-13T02:43:00.000+08:00

So what is my Fucking birthday .? I am not happy !! I glad that still got alot people rmb my birthday .. Thank everyone .. I was waiting for someone to wish me happy birthday but it will be never happen .. Still hoping that can celebrate with her but i think i am dreaming . Fuck lah Kjs birthday big fuck ar .?

I hate my life

2009-09-09T03:48:00.001+08:00

Anyone know why i hate my life?
Make a guess?
Because NO life..
So boring..

lol

2009-09-06T03:31:00.002+08:00

wa.. that day i off i bring geraldine go out actually just go walk walk only at vivo then she went in to addias shop look at jacket the sale girl told us to go city hall to find so we cad there.. when we reach there the jacket cost $120 !!!! she told me she want that so without thinking i brought for her.. lol..$120 leh so expensive right? it ok lah i now no stead then $120 only still can afford it.. :)

2105081900

2009-09-04T02:50:00.001+08:00

I thought i can forget you but i cant do it .. I really very regret that to let you go .. Sorry.. I know you wont turned back to look at me again but i will still be at there waiting for you .. I really hope that We can start everything all over again really .. I love you Mxy .. I wont forget 21052001900Hrs at basketball court that moment you agree to stead with me .. And that is our story started. Dear , baby will alway at there waiting for you no matter what happen to you .. I love you<3. i miss you badly .

:)

2009-08-21T19:32:00.001+08:00

wa.. So boring ar.. Laying down at my bed,just now when i working out of sudden wei de called me i was shocked because each of us was so busy doing our own thing and we never call each other so long ,we meet up during my break time.. After work i went to meet Geraldine go slack lor so boring nothing to do then we play poker card while waiting for her stead .. I rmb that she told me before abt mxy's thing, ok lah i only thinked that as long she happy with her stead then good lor.. Hoping that she will last long with her stead,don,t become worse to worse .. :) not really hoping that she will turned back to me lah but i just only cannot put down only . Haixz .. 2105081900's Mxy <3

boring

2009-08-17T23:27:00.003+08:00

guess what? I at lan shop again.. Haha..
Well i with calvin,ahyip again playing l4d.. :)
Wa.. so happy to see ah wai again 2day at outlet he come out take his stuff and ACC stuff.. :)

sian

2009-08-16T20:39:00.002+08:00

life are so boring.. Everyday finish work go home sleep if not go play lan. So boring , no life sia.. Haixz.. What a waste.. My c2 ah wai actually transfer to new outlet at arena(i think near the discovery center)but he staying at yishun he told ah yip that is too far for him but ah yip also cannot do any thing because this is the hq want him to go there .. Then ah wai decided to quit, that day i off i went down to meet him i tell him that this will be our last meal.. Althought i and him no really work 2gether very long lah but i treat him as my brother .. Dun bear to saw him go back malaysia.. Haixz ..

no life

2009-08-09T02:46:00.006+08:00

Now at timah play lan with calvin.. Ya, i know no life right? No choice no life people is like this what lah.. Play until morning then go back home bath then work le.. Haha.. maybe going to Vivo with calvin after work.. Walk walk lor.. Actually ask ZN accompany go out want then suddenly rmb that she having Prelim then never ask her out,don't want to disturb her.. WA.. i go lend people money end out i no money use,don't care lah die then die lor.. Don't care.. Next time then post again bah.. Bye..

Haixz..

2009-08-06T19:02:00.003+08:00

Ytd when i went back home i called zhi hao actually wanted to ask him to ton wan,in the end i saw him BBQ with his friend celebrate his birthday.. WA.. I shocked sia.. Because i rmb that ah yip told me that he took MC.. Haixz.. Of cause never tell ah yip abt it.. Wa.. Go play lan at parklane with calvin,ah yip,da sao and ah jin, very sian sia everyday play play play,SO tired don't can wake up a not.. I think ah jin sure change shift with calvin,because he 100% cannot wake up..

No one say love is easily..

2009-08-06T00:02:00.003+08:00

I misse you when you not around..
I tried to forget you..
But i can't..
Someone ask me I hate you?
Actually NO after all..
I know you are still young,i can't keep you beside me..
So i let go..

But i will still waited for you to come back..
210508,1900hrs<3

hi.. i am back.

2009-08-05T20:37:00.008+08:00

Hi.. I am back..
I now at boon lay place with my chef(ah yip)sitting beside me playing l4d.. So lame lor.. They like addicted to l4d because nowdays they keep on ask me accompany them go play too bad lor,i don't like to play com so i never join them.. So sian sia off day no place to go then come boon lay place lan shop.. Actually wanted to ask my C2(ah wai)to go play pool,then he never answer my phone then my C3(calvin)ask me to treat him eat supper i sian liao..WA.. My chef not good wan lor,i show him my blog then he laugh at me because of my photo so bad sia.. Nevermind tomorrow i take MC then sleep at home don't go work,make him work full-shift.. HAHA.. I show him what i post then he scared already keep on ask me don't post it.. TOO BAD I WANT IT.. Wa.. sitting at the lan shop so long not use to it.. Later sending ah yip home at jurong east,sian tomorrow work morning not sure i can wake a not.. Haixz.. Don't wan to care lah.. No life..

I Hate My Life..
Because of someone i love..
I trust her the most yet she hurts me the most..
YOU HURTS ME DEEPLY..
My heart is bleeding..

I hate my life

2009-08-04T20:45:00.001+08:00

I hate my life